Monday, September 04, 2006
my mother believed you could be anything you wanted to be in America.America was where all my mother's hopes lies.But she never looked back with regret.-Joy Luck Club
another quote from joy luck club.really meaningful.it's not all in a sentence,i just took out parts of a paragraph that made sense,not saying that the rest doesn't.lol.anyway.the well known crocodile hunter steve irwin died.couldn't believe it.although i am not really a huge fan of his,i still enjoyed his shows cause they are like so adventurous and exciting.it keeps you sitting up straight and never want to blink your eyes because it might cause you an exciting moment.lol.anyway.i salute him for his bravery and his love for animals.really,not many people loved them more than he does.he died doing what he loved,you might think i am crazy,but i think he is feeling really happy where ever he is.maybe just a little regret cause he didn't get to see his family before he died.stupid stingray.steve irwin,you are a great man.you will never be forgotten.
anyway,went to get a hair cut today,really happy with it.and i got my 3rd earhole today!that makes me doublely happy today.as the hole get higher,it hurts even more.but putting aside the pain,i am super happy!haha.well.well then,i have no idea what to post.
o,maybe let's talk about this.i realise where my passion lies.fashion.i just want to pursue fashion.i just want to design chic and start trends for the world.
I WANT TO MAKE IT TO OLYMPUS FASHION WEEK!
i want to meet jay mccarrol.i think he is where my passion started.he started it all.i just look at his clothes and all i want to do is sketches.i don't want to go to jc.i don't want to even touch university.i want to break free and stop my parents from forcing me.i want to do something i like.i won't say that my parents restrict me,they let me do things i want.they let me dance,draw and stuff.but i don't want to study.i don't like it at all.i find it a pain.a torture.A CHORE.a chore to study,but to make my parents happy,this is all i can do.i have to do sketches without my parents knowing.recently,i put up some raw sketches up my wall,they did say it's nice,but they always give me that look that said,don't you dare pursue it.what am i suppose to do?i have no mood to study,i have no passion to study at all.i don't even mind if i do fail my sec 3 life,i don't mind if i retain.i don't care anymore.o well.i just got to think of a way.maybe i should just finish my O levels.and then at least get a A level certificate and lastly,i would then go pursue fashion.most probably in france,milan or somewhere else i can think of.BUCK UP SOPHIA.
I WILL MAKE IT TO OLYMPUS FASHION WEEK ONE DAY.JUST WAIT AND SEE.
sighs.so tired and my ear hurts a great deal.don't know how i am going to sleep today.o well.no choice.want to be beautiful,you got to stand the pain.that's what my dad always say.haha.ok.lastly,we love you steve irwin.
FASHION DECLERATION ;
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