Friday, September 01, 2006
it is useless to cry.your tears do not wash away your sorrows.they feed someone else's joy.and that is why you must learn to swallow your own tears.-joy luck club
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ok.so i am back to kinda update stuff.very very busy this whole week.was like baking cookies on monday and packing the cookies on tuesday and selling cookies on wednesday.what are the cookies for?for teacher's day of course.haha.i know.we are sweet and nice people.haha.the sales was quite good i think.cause we sold pretty much of it.i think just left a few packs was left,which in the end was bought by my classmates i think.haha.anyway.ya,that's was what happened during the first 3 days.but i like to dedicate this small portion to my dear sister.SCREW YOU CLEMENT TAN RUI JIE.you suck.i thought you had a mind of judgement.i thought you were different just like a SISTER.obviously i was wrong,you are just like all these mere creatures.you are nothing more than a BOY.and guess what,i hate boys.believing that GOD made girls a more sophisticated group of mammals,i shan't go on wallowing and digging through what you did.you know very well what shit you did.
yesterday,quite tired by all that happened.we had aces day in the morning.was suppose to be a mass walk,but it rained,so we did a workout in school.quite dumb,but i still did a bit anyway.and we got scolded.like whatever...by miss tan of course.it was dumb and so i didn't really paid much attention to her.cause she was like spoilling our mood of both the teachers and the students.quite a number of teachers and all the students practically hates her.SHE SUCKS.that's what one of the teacher said.i am not lying.seriously.some teachers even badmouths her in class.can you believe that.i love my school.who knew that my school was so cool.haha.anyway,had the performance next.it kinda sucked real bad,it was quite obviously some groups just didn't deserve to be on stage.still,i respect the judges decision,maybe they had reasons or whatsoever.but i still think it sucks.anyway,an hour wasted?then we had bio SPA.it was ok i think.i finished like at least 30mins before.then i just sat there doing nothing.was it good or not?i don't really know.i wrote 10 lines explaining my graph.and guess what,my partner,MR JONATHAN TAN just has to go on writing like 2 pages on it.i was shocked.haha.anyway.no matter what.it's over.then me and felicia went back to kuo chuan to look for miss tan.sighs.she is going to canada to study for 3-4 years.i will miss her so much.you won't know how much i will miss her.she really inspired me alot.i want to dedicate this small little portion to her.when i first entered gb,i joined their dance club.it was really great.i learnt alot there.people might think that this sort of dance is boring.it's kinda modern ballet and jazz.but i really liked it.so much grace and attention you have to put in the dance.i know not alot of people can understand this sort of dance and i don't expect most of you all to.hardly anyone can appreciate this sort of dances now a days.she started my love for dance.my dance carrer.she made me a leader in gb.if it wasn't for that.i won't be what i am today.i won't be one with a mind of my own.i really am missing her now.i wonder where she is now.i wonder is she ok?whether she can manage it on her own.will she come back or will she get married there.sigh.i really am missing her already.sighs.miss theresa i miss you!sniffs.haha.anyway,went to zhengxiang's house after that.talked a little while and then we went to j8 to eat.they boys had curfew so they went home first.so funny.then the girl's went shopping for a while.took a photo with the girls except for jac and rachel.instant printed it out and then we went home.talked to nithiya on the way and it was really cool.really miss my pri school friends.although they guys are still childish,at least they are more gentlemen than the ones in my school.
lastly,i want to say i hate you,nigel,alot.even though i don't know you.but your practical joke is stupid and old.if you expect me to go round telling people how blessed i am to have you liking me.whatever,it's not happening and it won't happen.i won't let you make a joke out of me.so if you like this sort of attention that much,i suggest you target someone who likes this sort of attention as much as you do.you are ruining my life and my time.my time is life to me and i can't waste a second on people like you.you are a disgrace to mankind and so are the people who can't stop or put a cork into such a joke.it's either you are childish or it's because you had a depressing childhood.i choose to believe in both.cause seriously,you don't act your age.please grow up and act like you are a 15 year old.this is quite a bad start to knowing you.but as lything puts it,boys have dead brains.so to let them know it,you just have to say it to their face,so i hate you.other girls might think that you are fun and whatsoever,but i just want to let you know that i would be the first to say this.i just want to cut off your penis and pull your intestines out from your nose.i would smash you flat with a mallet and drag your brain out from a broken skull.and lastly,i would just conviniently dump you in a juicer and make a juice out of you.
so,that's all for today.very emo today.but whatever.if you all don't like it.you all can just leave.no need for hate notes or whatsoever becasue i did not force you all to read.thank you.
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