Tuesday, July 18, 2006
i realise that is wasn't that long ago that I updated my blog,full of sorrowful posts.i look back and thought,"what's the problem with you girl?"i mean like,there are alot of people out there for me and i know it.it's just that i don't go and appreciate it,i don't go and see the good out there for me,i just keep living in all the bad ones,which made me quite hurt at some point of time.o well.i think it isn't too late to realise this ya?
ok,so i changed my blogskin because the old one was seriously depressing.this is nicer,well,i chose it not because of the "be-you-tiful" thing,but because of the high heels.i am kinda into high heels now a days and i really think that this one is super cool.i want to buy it!it's from adidas,so it shouldn't be hard to find.XD.i wish that one day,high heels would hurt NO MORE!YAY!ok,lame.hmm,after not blogging for a month,i find it wierd to start all over again.blog is like a diary,but you can't write how you really feel because you might offend people and they come and beat you up,it's so cliché and defeats the purpose of a blog.o well,no bad stuff,no bad stuff.
ok,so let's see...milky keeps asking me to update on my daily life,comeon bro,my life ain't as exciting as yours.well,short time but loads of things happened.creaked knees,can't dance until after 4-5 years and then the stupid doc says that it might not heal,so what's the point of waiting any longer?although i might lose the chance to ever walk again if i continue to pressure it,but if i don't pressure it,i might also lose the chance to walk again,so why not dance for the last few years that i have..right?
told grassy i was feeling really down these days.half happy half sad.don't really know why,but grassy says it's normal,pure emo.girls this age get a little emotional sometimes,purely perfect.felt better.then i told grassy about this girl that i really hate,don't have any idea how i am going to live with such a person,she just pisses me off all the time.maybe because i purely hate her to the utermost,but grass told me to find real friends,like how?in everything i do in the morning,i see her.makes me want to puke...o well,life--that's how it is isn't it?haha.laugh it off and it will be over.yu guo tian qing.a beautiful day after a rain.
crap,there was consillor investiture today,haha,guess who came?!ZHENG XIANG,my pri school friend,believe it or not,we were friends since pri1.my mum knew his mum and so on.ya.isn't it fun!you get to see your pri school friend in your secondary school after 3 years of MIA.haha.well anyway,investiture was ok,wasn't great wasn't super boring ahh,can't bring myself to comment about it.anyway,who cares?it's already over anyway.
i guess that's kinda everything that is happening in my life.well,i think i shall routine this,i love grassy and dorky.i hope we can stay friends forever till we grow old.have boyfriends and we show them to each other.buy houses together.start working life.start night life.get married.give birth to kids!haha.watch them grow.provide them education.see them get boyfriends.scolding them.leturing them.see them get married.see them get old together.XD.i hope our children are best friends as well!haha.i think i think too much.way too much.haha.anyway,i think i can't live without you all,share the same sentiments?haha.I LOVE YOU BOTH ALLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOTTTTTT!!!!!!!.HAHA.
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