Sunday, January 29, 2006
today nothing happened much.just that i went to look at thing's blog just now.it was so lame lor.she was talking about the nokia's new phone.the La'amour collection.and how the deco in orchard was nice and that it was mind-blowing and if you want to specially go down there to have a look.she recommends it.
i felt like wringing thing's neck.lols.how can anyone be so lame.then i read the older posts.and it was all about 2e4.then realisation struck me.you will never get over 2e4.it's just not right.it just will not happen.i felt the same too.the first day of school.i looked into 2e4's old classroom.and i stared at it.i started to recall the first day of sec2 which i lost my way and no one told me that the class was downstairs.so shit la.i went up to the 3rd floor and had to walk down again.lols.morning exercise.then i recalled all the happy moments we shared.it just would not fade away.i remembered the sec2 camp.i remembered the literary evening.i remembered how united we were.how we won competitions.i wish we would be able to stay as a class forever.but it will never happen i guess.i too told myself that
'girl.2e4 is over.3e4 is your future.learn to love it.put your heart and soul to it.'
well.it did not work.it will not work i guess.i wish it would.cause i will have to live with this class for another 2 years.can you imagine my pain.of wanting to be with your old class and you can't and hoping that you can do well with your new class?it's self delusional.it's hard to live like that.
I MISS 2E4.
and this will never change.2e4 forever.and we will stay that way.love ya all.
FASHION DECLERATION ;
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