Thursday, July 07, 2005
okays.not updating much ehs.so.here i m.updating.
okays.these few days.been very bored.dunno wat to do.very sian in class.dunt even noe why i havta go to sch.thou there is nothing wrong with going to sch.i juz hate it.mayb the onli thing dat is still keeping me in sch is my class and my dear ruey.or else.i dunno where i would be.im very afraid to leave this class.if i wunt be able to stay with 2e4.god noes wat will happen to me.god noes where i would go.and i onli realise it today.im very dependant on this class.but i juz dunt seem to be part of it anymore.
neways.got really sian after hist class.dunno why.but hist juz drains my energy.den for the rest of the day.nothing seem to interest me except the movie.hahas.shakespeare is so shuai.hahas.terence said shakesperare was sexy.hahas.neways.nothing much.very bored naw.
rites.dats juz about it.yas.o.went to playground with shir today.went to the swing.hahas.i swinged real high.and i saw the vast blue sky with white clouds.for the first tym.i kinda soothed my heart.looking at it.i just wished my life was as carefree as the clouds looked.i thot to myself for the first tym.i really nid this class.but.hell.wat do dey noe?wat do dey care about.nothing.or mayb i didnt tell dem.i dunno why.but i just dunt click with dem.in the end.i was onli able to open myself to you peeps.not dem.no idea why.but at least you peeps listen.better den some who thinks dey nid more help.wateva.anyways.tomolo nid to go to ophes house about ivy's fasion costume.okays.sians.anyway.nothing much den.
behind this smile.is a thousand tears.you all ask why?its all because of you all.a rose with a thousand thorns.pricked the innocent heart.and let it bleed.and its still because of you all.why do you all cause so much trouble?my heart is pricked.bleeding.and you all are laughing.lets see haw long you all can laugh.
# my blood tears.pay back tym.
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