Fashion is more than it meets the eyes.

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

HEY PEOPLE!I am back to post yet again.Sorry that the blog has been dead for some time,kinda hectic lifestyle now but i have taken out time again today to post!

Let's start with something that happened way before and it's the FAHRENHEIT'S sing and sign session which was held on the 28 Jan.I know it's quite long ago,but i still want to write something
about it.

This is the board with all the information on it.just got bored while waiting for it to start.Was there since 9am to queue up for their signature.

This is the four of them.
Left-right: wuchun,yan ya lun,wang dong cheng and chen yi ru.

Haha.This is a super good view of wu chun!LOVE him to nitty bitty.Haha.

This is chen yi ru and wang dong cheng with his head turned back.

This is wang dong cheng and chen yi ru looking up.Haha.

Sorry,this is the best picture i could get of yan ya lun.He seldom looks up.

OK!That's about it.I don't really listen to chinese songs and i don't really think that theirs is very good.I just want to become their background dancers in the near future or for luo zhi xiang,either one,i don't mind.XD.

Anyway,it's valentine's day today and mr wong told us the origin of this day.Haha,isn't that fun?lol.Anyway,took a few pictures with my real good friends but i won't post it here,it's in my friendster so you will only get to see it if you are my friend.HOPE THAT EVERYONE IS HAVING A BALL OF A TIME DURING THIS YEAR'S VALENTINE'S DAY.Wishing all the lovers around this world that you all will stay together forever.

Quote from mr wong which was from another guy,"If you love the person,let him/her go.If they come back to you,then you are meant to be together.If they never come back again,then let it be."Although i don't hope that this is the case for all the lovers around the world,but i do hope that you all will still be together even till judgement day comes.

After school,we had a chingay practice and RAIN'S CHOREOGRAPHER came to our school to guide us for our item!Haha.Ain't that so cool?Anyway,took a few pictures with him,2 with me and the rest with miss ting,must go and ask her for them.Haha.I shall post those that i have at the moment.

That's some of the dancers with RAIN'S CHOREOGRAPHER!Wohoo!He is really cool with all his popping.LOVE him to nitty bitty too!

This is about all the dancers that turned up for this session,really really like this guy.YOU TOTALLY ROCK MY WORLD!HAHA.It's kinda sad that he is only coming for one day.SIGHS.Haha.Oh well.

This is just about almost all that i want to post.SEEYA PEOPLE NEXT TIME!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE!

Before i forget,everyone please meet my new partner in crime,FLOURBY [pronounced as flour be].Haha.really like this little thing courtesy of Ngee An Polytechnic.=).

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Saturday, January 27, 2007

HEYA PEOPLE!

everyone is so busy these days and no one is tagging anymore.haha.o well,dancers are all preparing for up coming events and whatso ever that we no longer have time for each other.furthermore it's my O's this year.sighs.i am so sick of school already.it's making me want to puke,my life has become a routine now,wake up,go to school,SSP,do homework,sleep.no time for com or tv.I HAVE NO LIFE MIND YOU PEOPLE!

anyway,recently went for a public performance for guzheng at VCH.the guzheng's they let us use sucked big time.anyway,all of us went there super early and thus had to wait in the holding room before our turn.during that time,we all were talking about tips on beautifying yourselves,haha,like brest enhancement.hope we didn't freak our junoirs out.anyway,turns out that our junoirs were getting better and it really makes me happy.i mean,seriously,they were really bad when we all first started out.to add on to this problem,this is going to be their one and only SYF.not good.hopefully we can get gold this year which is kinda impossible cause we have no time left to perfect them.o,here to clear a little misunderstanding between us and our junoirs,we are not scolding you all for no reason.it's just that SYF is not as easy as you think it is,we have to be great 100% not on stage because nervousness on stage can cause us about 5% off our normal performance.we can't afford to lose that 5%.recently,alot is happening in guzheng.things like ruey and that kid.it's really stupid to fight over things like that considering that ruey only told that junoir that she took something wrong.o well.nothing much.guzheng wasn't like that in the past,girls these days just can't take it.i still remember the previous batch of senoirs scolding me because i didn't play loud enough.o well,and i am very angry with a particular member.complaining about almost everything,sweetheart,get a life.you don't even play well,how can you say that you don't like practicing when you can't even play a verse properly.you are practically doing nothing.next,since they are secrets,do you think that we should let the whole world know?of course we wisper.we don't go round and shout at the top of voices saying,"hey passer-by!let me tell you my secret."sweetheart,it doesn't work that way.think carefully before commenting.maybe we were a little harsh on you junoirs,but you guys don't seen to be stressed about the fact that this is your one and only SYF.so all of you including the senoirs have to buck up.even if the senoirs don't do well,we won't even consider putting them on for SYF.it works for everyone this way and it will not change.anyway.i am trying to upload some pictures taken during the walk towards the VCH.let's just see if i can do it.

this is the SCC.does anyone know what's that means?beats me,but this place looks like a beachside resort.pretty.

this is the parliament mind you,i hold my meetings here.XD.

lastly..the st andrew's cathedral.a super duper beautiful place.love it hell lots.

anyway,that's just about everything.o ya.we had a some student teacher conference recently and those that were counted music to the ears were..

1. GIVE THE GRADUATING STUDENTS THEIR WELL DESERVED PROM!all other schools are having proms and so should we.
2. some consillors are arrogant.i totally agree with this point,i know some consillors and they are perfectly fine,but just these few who abuse their authority and break school rules just because they have a stingy amount of authority over the rest of the student body.I HATE THESE CONSILLORS.
3.i think that this is the last point which is made by aslam,stop us from copying ridiculous things during detention.although i have never been to detention to know what they normally do,but i heard of it and i think that it is ridiculous.

anyway,i guess i will be updating real slow this year due to O's,SYF,dance competitions and dance auditions.i seriously feel that i will die of exhaution man.haha.anyway,till next time,LOVE YA ALL and kisses.

o,LOVE YA DAF[C].without you guys,dance is impossible!

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Monday, January 01, 2007

finally after months of viewing a stagnant blog,I AM BACK PEOPLE!

i have found a decent blogskin and changed it in the NEW YEAR!as i have promised,i will post if i found a new blogskin and yes i am here.since it's the new year,then what is it without new year resolutions?

ok,so i shall pen down my resolutions so i won't forget them in the future.i have STM,forgive me.

2007 NEW YEAR RESOLUTION:

1. Be a nice person,i shall not join CLAIRE,JOY,SABRINA,CHANNEL and MABELINE in making other people's life difficult anymore.
2. MUG REAL BAD.O LEVELS this year.boring life.
3. Read more story books to improve my command in english and chinese.
4. Take up more dance classes.after many incidents,i realise i am no where near "making it big".so i really have to set higher goals.
5. I think i shall forgo all the vulgarities.it will be hard,but i will make it!
6. Spend lesser to save up for more dance lessons.
7. I REALLY WANT TO GO TO A JC.sorry,that is just there to remind me to MUG.
8. Stop watching so much television programmes.
9. Stop using the computer so often.
10. Broaden my music capacity.i am already doing it,i have accepted some chinese songs already,but don't push it by making me listen to techno(no offence,it's just personal perference).
11. Keep a diary.
12. Keep a photo diary as well.
13. Start working on my fashion portfolio.

right,that's just about it.don't want to many in case i am unable to fulfil all of them.anyway,it's really really late and i want to sleep now!

so seeya guys,take care and LOTS OF LOVE FROM ME!

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Monday, October 16, 2006

yay!people,EOY IS OFFICIALLY OVER!it's kinda late to say this,but i had reasons!i was spending time clearing all the messages choking my inbox,catching up with my story books and sleeping!you can't go on without sleep.XD.alll are important things!

hmm.so let's see what's there to talk about today.em.ok,talk about my EOY marks.it's wasn't really good,but at least had loads of improvement from midyear.i did my family and i proud!haha.so far all A's and B's maybe a C?don't quite remember,might update about it when i confirm my marks.haha.nothing much happened today,so i shan't talk much about it.i bet it's boring to listen to me rant about a chinese base school and my school life right.

ok,talk about what happened just now.actually nothing much,but i really like to talk about it.[my blog is for me to rant about things.tentatively making it sound like i am a depressed person.don't get me wrong,i use a blog differently from others and that difference is for me to DESTRESS and let go of any ANGER.=)].back to the point,i was looking through my friendster profile trying to clear the messages and i chanced upon some of my friends' profiles.hmm,how should i put it?it's more like the profiles left in a dark corner collecting dust and finally someone finds them.yup,had that feeling when saw it.anyway,when i look through their photos,i had a wierd feeling and thought."what would have happened to us if i didn't break our friendship?would we be the bestest best friends made known on earth or would we also have ended up like we did in the end?"it wasn't the sad feeling i had 2-3 years ago.how to explain?it wasn't sadness or regret,it was more like 'maybe it's fate' kind of a feeling.neither sad nor happy.just like that.i was sad last time,now,i just feel like maybe it was the best way for all of it to end.we are still friends right?haha.

would it been better if i just left for france years ago.for music?for dance?or for fashion designing?i know it would have been better if i left.at least memories is what's gonna keep us together.if i returned 4 years later,maybe we could still keep in contact and maybe be great friends again.it's just never gonna be the same right?let's say it was the best time of my life.never had such great friends when i was young and never gonna have anymore in the future.thought it would be great if i opened up thinking i would get great friends in this new environment,but it proved me wrong.got hurt time and time again,not gonna be stupid anymore.best friends do not exist in this world,at least not for me.i will be strong and independent for myself and leave this country maybe 5 years later.hopefully never coming back.* punches fist in the air! *don't get me wrong again,i really appreciate the great time you gave me and showed me what best friends really were.but i was hurt[may or may not be because of you] and so 'best friends' ended for me years ago.i died,was dead and now reborn.i was wrong too...and i am very sorry.well,i bet you don't think much of it anymore because you have another group of great friends.unfortunately i don't.

whatever it is,i will never regret knowing you guys.you all were great.

jaykwan is back in the states now.I MISS YOU BROTHER.haha.love you loads.come back soon.i really need someone to talk to now.=)

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Sunday, September 17, 2006

ok,so i am back to update my blog.not going to update that frequently because i am studying for my EOY[end-of-year exams].sighs.it's just around the corner.my life depends on it now.PRAY FOR ME!haha.somehow or another,i don't believe in luck anymore,but i believe in miracles.so if i work real hard this time,a miracle might happen to me.people can still wish me luck!

ever wondered what lies ahead of you?what life would bring you?what you would be when you grow up?when you finally leave school and no longer have pure innocent friends(i beg to differ)?when you finally step into a competitve and cut-throat society(it's already happening in schools)?i have been thinking about it.remembered i said that i want to become a fashion designer?that one day i would be a part of NEW YORK FASHION WEEK.that one day i would create my own label.i did loads of research on it already.found places where i could stay.found universities that are top in the country or maybe even top in the world.found places where i could work to earn extra expenses.set my goals on which fashion label i hope to work with before setting up my own label.i already started my portfolio.i was ready for what my life would offer me,only to realise that we are currently tight on cash and my mother isn't that happy with my choice.it's not that my parents aren't earning enough.we have no problem paying for luxuries.but my brother is still studying university.so it would stress my parents out if both my brother and i go to university.money isn't the biggest problem.i can work harder to earn for my chance,but i just realise how much my mother hates this choice.she doesn't say it,but every word that comes out from her mouth about fashion designing carries daggers.she tells me how her friends doing arts either didn't make it big or just married off to some man so that they didn't have to continue working.she told me how difficult it would be to study alone abroad.she told me how much money would be needed to spend on this sort of courses.she told me that i need to have a very rich base so that i can support myself,advertise myself and sell my productions.she told me that this family would not be able to do that.she told me to study harder and stop thinking so much.i am not afraid if i can't make it.i am not afraid of not earning money.i am not afraid of anything..ok,maybe a little scared about living abroad alone.BUT THAT'S NOT THE POINT!i want to do something that i am very interested in.i don't want to wake up early, sit in an aircon room 8 hours everyday,leave work and go home to sleep.life like that is seriously MONOTONOUS.i wish mum would know that.but i realise how selfish i would be if i do that.i know that people would ask me to go for it,to go after my dreams.but you all have to think,my parents provided me since young and if they still have to do that till they die,i think i would rather drown myself or get eaten by sharks in the pacific ocean.i am grateful for all that they did for me,i seriously am.however,i want to be the one to provide them when they grow old.i want to give them the life they gave me when i was young.i want them to live the next few decades of their lives not worrying about money.so fashion designing can wait,either that or it just have to disappear from my memory.it is hard to drop that matter because it's the one and the only thing that made me do so much research on.let it be a beautiful memory then.

i will bite back my tongue even though i really like fashion designing.i will swallow back my tears even though it was more or less my passion.i will continue on with junoir colleges now that i have given up fashion designing even though I DON'T WANT TO.o well,i have no other choice.i am back to square one and have to think of a new proffesion then.hmm.got to think real hard now.ok,that's all.

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Saturday, September 09, 2006

I AM BACK!haha.i am super duper happy today!let me tell you all why.

in the early afternoon,i had street jazz class with bryan.REALLY REALLY LIKE HIM.not the love kind of a like,but the like him like an idol kind of a like.he is a really great dancer.he is such an inspiration to me.just make me want to keep going back for his class.haha.and make me want to be a real dance teacher.haha.he was really patient with us and he was so much fun!he kept making us laugh during class.haha.LIKE HIM LOADS.

then after that,went to watch hiphop competition with rueylin.thought i couldn't make it because bryan dragged the class.it was really cool to meet ryan and victor AGAIN.the competition was really cool too.the winners really deserve it.guess what did they get?!they each got an mp3 player proudly sponsored by creative zen technology!wonderful.although i really hate creative,but still,it's worth alot.especially when it is ryan who gives it to them!

specially for ryan and victor.XD.
MEET YOUR NEW STALKER,WHICH IS YOURS TRUELY!WAHAHAHAHA.

it's not because i am despo or what,ok well,maybe i do like them like hell loads!NOT THE POINT.it's just that so many people wants their photo and i am like the one and only person who has the "MOST FREE TIME" available.let me tell you all,i haven't finish my holiday homework ok.haha.i don't understand,is it because the school is an asshole or is it because i am retarded.holidays are for resting aren't they?i choose the first option.the school is an asshole,not literally,i think you all know what i mean.they should flip through a dictionary and find out the meaning of HOLIDAY.[forgive me,i am really really bored.XD]that's for the suckers working in the school who can't get a hold of their lifes.they are a bunch of sad people,well,maybe just some.i love some of the teachers in school.they are so cool.especially miss ow,because she promised us that if we,lit students,get 100% A's for O LEVEL,she would run round the school naked swinging her bra!wahahhaha.out of point.back to the point about ryan and victor.haha.

they are going back tomorrow.would miss them like HELL LOADS.haha.sorry people.i am not that rich to stalk them all the way back to america.lol.so i have a few of their photos which i would treasure like it's worth a gazillion.haha.MAD.i think they might even know i am their STALKER!=>what's so bad about that?they should be honoured ok!it's your truely we are talking about!XD.omg.haha.ok,that's way too high.o,i think ryan is facinated by singaporeans' spectacles.how could something so nerd be so cool?!haha.he said my specs was cool and that comment went on for quite some time.haha.maybe i can go to america to design spectacles!i think i might earn alot.XD.crazy.hmm.i can't think of anything else to say.hmm.i like ryan and victor?haha.got no clue how many times i said that.although they are like 20+,you have no idea how CUTE they can be.XD.that's right.i find their actions really really cute.haha.i wish they were my brothers or something like that.CAUSE THEY ARE MUCH CUTER THAN MY BROTHER.XD.JKJK.i love my brother alot too.

so we went back after long hours of watching them do what they do best.reluctant to go,but you have no choice do you.haha.o,when we were going out of marina square,i saw ryan playing with a little girl,SO CUTE.haha.he was running away from the girl and the girl was like chasing him trying to beat him.anyway,those who want to see their pictures,you can go to my friendster account to check it out.not many were put up,but be glad you get to see them.XD.

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Friday, September 08, 2006

hey people,i am back.hmm,i don't think i can post much but i will still post.you got to let me think what to post first.

ok,em..i went out on thursday.not really go out.but went to school for extra lessons which we call ssp.then went out for lunch with xinyi and went shopping in j8.then we went to the library.saw alot of people i know,what a small world.anyway,we went back to j8 when adrain called xinyi.i made him pay for a bag xinyi liked and then i went home.quite a sad life.lol.

today was even more boring,tried to finish my homework but obviously ain't working.so i am here to blog.ok,i have a question for all the girls out there.have you all ever thought what type of a man would you marry?haha.random,i know.ain't my fault.haha.anyway,i did.this afternoon.

i like boys/men who dance street style[hiphop,breakdance,popping and locking and so on] and have no problem putting on a suit.XD.love it.

i don't mind him having tattoos but not too many and only black gothic type.no dragons.
i don't mind him having earholes but the most 2.

would he be the type that says he loves me but those words never did touch me because his mind was somewhere else?or would he be those that touched me deeply?i don't want any sweet talker.
would he be the type that holds my hands and go through thick and thin with me?or would he be those that leaves me when i am in a crisis?i don't want a coward.
would he be the type that dares to take me out and show to the whole world that i am his girlfriend?or would he be the type of guy that is afraid that the world knows who i am?i don't want a loser.
would he be the type that thinks of me all the time?or would he just forget about me when he is out with his friends checking out other girls?i don't want a jerk.
would he be the type that treat me like his everything?or would he just play on me even when i am with him?i don't want a bastard.
would he be the type that would even bring me out to parks and sit there and listen to me?or would he shove me away when he has had enough of me?i don't want that to happen.
would he bring me happiness and laughter?or would he just bring me sadness and bitterness?

that's not emo ok.it's just that i think and i think alot.maybe this is kinda why i don't have any boyfriends at all.afraid of being hurt?afraid he will cheat on me and have GOD knows how many girlfriends as well?afraid of going in too deep and be left with nothing but sadness?YES.i am afraid of that.

met a guy that is really great.have no problem dancing and fitting into suits looking slick and stylish.haha.but would he be a player?a jerk?a bastard?a sweet talker?a loser?a coward?an asshole?or would he plainly devote himself to me and we would never be seperated till death do us apart?i really don't know and i don't wish to try.one day,all these thoughts would dissolve and i would slowly forget about you.i can do it...can i?now that you are so far away from me.i am starting to miss you already even though you aren't gone yet.how am i going to cope if you really go and maybe never even come back again?how long would it take me to finally find you where you are?i honestly don't know,but i do hope that you remember me.i will keep thoughts of you somewhere unknown to others but always somewhere near me.till i finally found you,this is all i can do..i think i would just spend my whole life looking at you from afar.

o well,confessions of a broken heart?haha.nice.anyway.recently felt really sick talking to someone,i don't know how to explain that feeling.but i just feel like vomitting whenever i talk to that person.whenever i receive messages from that person,i just don't feel like replying at all.i don't know why.i just feel like switching off my handphone and changing my handphone no so that i would never ever receive messages from that person again.whenever that person calls me,home or handphone,i just don't feel like picking up that call and just want it to keep ringing until that person puts it down and gives up.am i bad?maybe i am,but sorry,you are getting on my nerves a little too much.

ok,that's all there is to it then.seeya.

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